Its been a year since this blogspace was saved. It was saved for a purpose...it was saved with the hope that someday this dream of mine shall come to fruition.
I felt the time is near. The moment is not too far away. However I end up feeling bogged down a lot with the lack of ideas, or rather the lack of GOOD ideas to work on, and often end up frustrated and whiling away time on the internet. Pretty much unproductive couch potato activity.
So I decided to stop the procrastination. Escape the frustration. Channel the negativity inside me into something. This is going to be a personal log of sorts for my progress. Each time, every step I take shall be taken into account. All the pent up dissatisfaction shall be spoken out here.
I wasn't very sure about doing this. Its making me feel pretty vulnerable as a person - I don't like to be seen as an unconfident type of a guy. My ego won't let me do that! Hahahahaha
But I'm hoping this won't be a place to see my incompetency or an account of my failures. I hope this blog will narrate a story, my story, and will be a celebration of my growth as an artist, musician and a person. My hope is that it will mark a chart of where I go henceforth and all the new personal achievements I aspire to achieve shall be integrated here. My will and resolve are to be tested, and I shall see how far this takes me.
There is not much that I desire in return out of my ambition, yet the things I do desire would mean the world to me and make it much more than the little that it really is. A sincere, heartfelt connection is all I ask from those in the world who happen to come by anything I create. That shall be my reinforcement, the glue, the fuel and the hammer that shapes the iron.
"King of those who know
I've taken off my clothes
The diamond crushed the stone
And gave the world a heart"
-Paul Masvidal
Cynic - King Of Those Who Know (Traced In Air)
I felt the time is near. The moment is not too far away. However I end up feeling bogged down a lot with the lack of ideas, or rather the lack of GOOD ideas to work on, and often end up frustrated and whiling away time on the internet. Pretty much unproductive couch potato activity.
So I decided to stop the procrastination. Escape the frustration. Channel the negativity inside me into something. This is going to be a personal log of sorts for my progress. Each time, every step I take shall be taken into account. All the pent up dissatisfaction shall be spoken out here.
I wasn't very sure about doing this. Its making me feel pretty vulnerable as a person - I don't like to be seen as an unconfident type of a guy. My ego won't let me do that! Hahahahaha
But I'm hoping this won't be a place to see my incompetency or an account of my failures. I hope this blog will narrate a story, my story, and will be a celebration of my growth as an artist, musician and a person. My hope is that it will mark a chart of where I go henceforth and all the new personal achievements I aspire to achieve shall be integrated here. My will and resolve are to be tested, and I shall see how far this takes me.
There is not much that I desire in return out of my ambition, yet the things I do desire would mean the world to me and make it much more than the little that it really is. A sincere, heartfelt connection is all I ask from those in the world who happen to come by anything I create. That shall be my reinforcement, the glue, the fuel and the hammer that shapes the iron.
"King of those who know
I've taken off my clothes
The diamond crushed the stone
And gave the world a heart"
-Paul Masvidal
Cynic - King Of Those Who Know (Traced In Air)
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